- my costume for thursday minus the make-up. but the general jist of round 1's outfit
Well, it turns out that the more i have reviewed the situation, the better i feel. looking back at the disaster that was saturday night, i feel so much better. your man was a loser. total loser.
the more i think about the night as a whole the more i want to laugh hysterically and pat myself on the back for having such bad taste!!!!! what. a . freak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha ha ha!!!!!
so eventful day. this morning came such bad news via email that this blogger wandering into college in complete shock. it took two hours and two chocolate bars and a sprite to calm me down. i can't reveal the news online but it was as bout as shocking as it gets. i was gobsmacked. but however it did bring to a close something which has been festering all year. so thank god thats over.
then , just as i had made up my mind to emigrate to new york in search of the holy grail of jobs, there came more news via letter - i got an interview in london for a fashion course. course, i had long given up on my dream to do fashion, i had written it off as something that would never happen. so imagine my complete and utter shock to discover - i got an interview. for april.
there are no words!
so outfits must be scouted.
i apologise about the lack of fashion and photos on the blog of late but i have been unable to upload lately so will sort that out!
thursday night is looking good. i have the girls assembled and a fab costume. due to our intervention by the college priest (it's an LGBT night out and he covers our poster with his about prayer) I have decided the only way forward is, to come out on stage dressed as a nun.
yes, a nun,
a pvc nun with a neon green tutu underneath. no one said i wasn't fair! it's an acknowledgement. course, ill cash my check first, i need the money. I attempted to eat the worlds biggest pizza this evening so hopefully my ass wont look as dire as i think it's going to. now if i could get a penis for under the skirt.......!!!! what? it's a drag show!!!!!
getting seriously bummed out about being single. i know it's the right thing for me to be single right now. as i'm moving in three months, but i can't help feeling a little bit bummed out. a huge part of me wished i had someone with me this morning to help me when i was freaking out about the news, literally the news, but then, curled up watching DVDs tonight i just thought. you know what? if i had stayed with notorious p.i.g or the badger, i would be under more stress as i know i have to leave them. so i suppose this is the right thing.
i don't want to be alone. but to move forward in my life and not look back, i have to be.
although, a temp boyfriend/girlfriend would be nice! you know, rent a cunt/knob. not saying fuck buddy so to speak but someone bland i could date and kiss on a night out and then hang out with. someone not special enough to love or want to keep!!!!!
right, this is it. i am making a pact. I WILL NOT HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP UNTIL I AM 25 AND OLD. I WILL ONLY ENGAGE IN KISSING OR SHAGGING AROUND. I WILL BE A HORRIBLE SLAG.
nice.
keep reminding myself i don't want to go out with anyone. i don't want a boyfriend. i want someone. i mean there are waaaaaay too people i have on my list ----- oooh that's it! I'LL COMPLETE MY LIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 - the rabbit : totally a ladies man. but has expressed an interest in this lady. bonded over our love of strawberry chewing gum
2 - sk8rboi : can't figure out if he sees me as a mate or a date. he keeps play hitting me. in a manly fashion but then talks to me about girls. oh god, he so sees me as one of the lads!
3 :the pirate : Has expressed interest in me returning to london as he is stuck there. is asking me lots of questions about visiting london. and him. fuck off you. your taken.......
that's all i can think of since i recently found out that mr saturday night is an asshole. that is actually going to go down in the history of my dates as the worse date i have ever been on. full stop. my god what a dick. if any of my friends are reading this, give us a call. you have to hear how awful this bloke is!!!!
i'll say one thing, men who are pretty are dim and uninteresting. why? because they never had to develop a personality. ever. so they are pretty dam stupid!!!!!!
oh and FYI ?
good luck over the next course of eighteen years, your going to need it!
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